Turn up is really just kind of getting loose and doing things that you wouldn’t normally do during your busy week. I guess it could just be considered as just a release of all the stress and stuff from the work week and a time to just enjoy yourself to the fullest.

And it was like, I couldn’t reach out to anyone because I was underage and I was drinking. So, you didn’t want to tell anybody. But I was up sick like, all night.

The positive effects of alcohol is I’m a little more chatty, I’m a little more relaxed; it helps with social situations and sometimes weird anxieties that pop up in myself.